Thursday, May 24, 2007
孙燕姿--我也很想他
那时我们总有好多话
什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早
却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化
我不想再多说话
经过了相遇挣扎
我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事了
有一天你突然问我
在那个时候是否也爱着他
我也很想他我们都一样
在他的身上曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他
是因为你他开始飞翔
我也很想他在某个地方
我少了尴尬你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短
思念却很长
还记得那年我们三人许下的愿望
星星骗了我们我们却因此上了一课
成长必修的学分
我们都一样
Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 12:44 AM ('_')
Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 12:40 AM ('_')
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Why am i allowing all this to happen?
Why am i allowing you to treat me like a fool?
Why am i allowing your frenz to insult me?
Why am i allowing you to torture me?
Why am i losing my direction,my goal, my aim?
Why am i hiding in the dark corner again?
Why am i not Shino anymore?
I reali hope you can understand me inside out... I hate to see you cry.... Dunno why muz i always wear a mask to face you... & take everything as a joke...
I wish i am never in this world at all.
Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 2:07 AM ('_')
Sunday, May 20, 2007
A hang over weekend...
Hate myself so much...I've ruin myself with my own hand...
Everyday my life is just to work drink like no tml & sleep... The first time in my life i drink til i dunno who i am... Never haf i drink til like this... All i remember is callin her, Sidney & Diana...
Sidney: I am very sorry about it...Callin you to cry n talk rubbish... I am reali sorry is not even yr fault at all, dunno y did i say all this... I am reali very sorry
Diana: Never have you fail to be der when i needed a listening ear...I am sorry for all the rubbish that i said, where by is yr birthday & u need to prepare for your exam.
I am reali sorry but pls excuse for all the crap that i said...
Cutie: I misses you so much....So much wanted a hug from you...wish you will just appear infront of me... Is reali painful... Is just like a injure wound letting a knife cutting over n over again n again...Is reali deep....
Please save me out of the darkness... I hate the feeling so much...
Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 7:28 AM ('_')
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Once i touch down went down to see her for just that few minutes... I wish i can freeze the time at that very moment...After which head down to Jab1
Been real sick...Just came back from the hospital...
Thank you so much for being der for mi...You haf never fail to dote on me.
I was so scare at the very moment, when i open my eye i so much wanted to see you... I needed you so much at the time...But i noe everything is over nuthing will change back anymore....
Anyway just came back from Genting with my whole family... I wan to thank my beloved cousin for being der for mi...
CASINO
getting ready for the ride 
Fellow by some pic thaken at Stan's Birthday party before i set off
Jas,Myself & xiu
with the birthday boy
Me & Dot
Me & Stan
Jas,Xiu,Myself,Xiaobei & Dot
I heart Martel
Me & Alex
Bev & Me
Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 5:46 PM ('_')
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Surprising we can chat like before... ...
Yesterday, after work went dinner with Xiu again...She seem to be my dinner partner now... Was very sleepy aft dinner so decided to head home by bus with her...
When the bus about to reach united square, dunno why we just decided to get down to drink & chill... Was thinking of which pub to hop in, & i was also tellin her the place that me & her tok things out & we start to tok abt the past...While walkin towards the 7-11, heard pple shouting my name a couple of times...Wanted to ignore but still decided to turn bk....
Guess who i saw...Peter Kho, Darren & Sidney Stella Lim....gosh i was so happy to see Peter Kho... I miss him so much...But that stupid 38 Sid, idiot say i look like a auntie... *aarrrgggghhhhh*
Anyway, after which me & xiu headed to Harry for a couple of drink... At about 11pm went back home n K.O.
Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 2:05 PM ('_')
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
终于明白那句话
爱能让人一夜长大
不成熟的感情啊
让我变得小心害怕
我和你就算了吧
不想再为爱而挣扎
爱情若没有火花至
少了解后懂得放下
我想你不是真的爱我
习惯被忽略不算自由
相爱的人总是不懂
为什么真心伤得特别重
我想你不是真的爱我
当体贴渐渐受到冷落
其实爱有很多选择
我也可以给你自由
Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 2:07 PM ('_')
Is always so nice chatting with you... People say ex partner is always your best frenz or soul mates... I strongly agreed...
You had never fail to guide me the path... Think back are you the sister i long lost... Haha... Everybody has changed even myself BUT you still the old you that is always like that...I can't wait for you to be posted to Thailand & i can have free accommodation...*gr ink* Never will i forget the Preciouos Moment, hope you too...
Yesterday after work, meet up with Alex & Xiu for dinner @ Tiong Bahru for steamboat... It is quite nice as the soup base they have it in satay.... & the fish is so fresh...1 person is only $17nett.. Isn't it cheap???
After dinner headed down to BEDS to meet up with Shawn & Alicia... Met a few new frenz as well as old frenz....Was high quite early so headed back & did some stupid things...Guess i was just too emo... Never will i be that silly to tear & wait for 1hour...Never
Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 2:43 AM ('_')
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
He always liked to do things early; way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. And then she sat for hours, in her husband's favorite chair; while staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.
A year went by, and it was hard to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before, the doorbell rang, and there were roses, sitting by her door. She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock. Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop. The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain, Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain? "I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago," The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and you would want to know." "The flowers you received today were paid for in advance." "Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance." "There is a standing order that I have on file down here and he has paid, well in advance, you'll get them every year. There also is another thing, that I think you should know, He wrote a special little card...he did these years ago." "Then, should ever, I find out that he's no longer here, That's the card...that should be sent, to you the following year."
She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard. Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card. Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note. Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote...
"Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've been gone, I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome." "I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real. For if it was the other way, I know how I would feel. The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life. I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife." "You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need. I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve. I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears. That is why the roses will be sent to you for years." "When you get these roses, think of all the happiness, that we had together, and how both of us were blessed. I have always loved you and I know I always will. But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still." "Please... try to find happiness, while living out your days. I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways. The roses will come every year, and they will only stop, when your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock." "He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out. But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt, to take the roses to the place, where I've instructed him, and place the roses where we are, together once again."
-=Out of Sudden I am getting so emo=-
Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 7:43 AM ('_')
A Sunny Monday Blue...
Seem like the world is full of bastard be it is a He or She....Why???
Everybody around me is fallin out of love...
Why?
Why izzit always this way?
Why izzit always around this month?
Izzit a fallin out season?
I reali wonder...
Have a lazy cum a bit of healthy weekend...
On Saturday rot at home the whole day til evening bought my Mum out for dinner at chomp chomp for the early celebration of Mothers' Day... & back home to rot again all the way til Sunday noon meet up with princess cousin @ AMK Hub... It is just so not us,we onli shop for like 15min & we headed down to Castle Green Condo to swim...The sun was very good, we were der for about 2hr but we still look the same....
Everything seem so wrong...haiz
Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 12:20 AM ('_')
Sunday, May 6, 2007
HAPPY BE-LATED BIRTHDAY TO SIDNEY STELLA LIM!!!!
I did i very stupid thing on last sunday. Remember me mentioning that I went shopping with my princess cousin. When we enter Zara the alarm when on but the security didn't stop me. When i came out the alarm when on again but this time round the security stop us & check our bags & zara bags but not the rest. You know what he said "G-StarRaw & Gap is ok not their shop" so he din bother to check. So I thought something wrong with the alarm.
Guess what.. ... Our dearest Sidney called, the first thing she said was "Hey did you went to G-Star to steal the shirt for me" The cashier forget to remove the tag off...Gosh Luckily tat day Zara was the last shop i went... & of coz i need the birthday girl to come dwn n pick up the receipt from me...hahah..
After work head down to THE PATISSIER to pick up our MIGHTY WHITY JO YOUNG birthday CUPCAKES...Rush back home to pick up my car, juz to pick my car & headed to have dinner with my sicky cutie but it did not turn out gd. It was a rush dinner after which headed to fetch JacLee dwn to Jo's party @ Swissotel...
Actuali thought for quite sometimes whether to go or not but still i went... was fun though felt like a outsider.
At about 1am headed dwn to BEDS to meet up with Alicia,dom,dino & von...the night seem boring...No matter how much i drink & how i mix i am still sober...I am still the Shino... Decided to leave at 2plus instead of to MOS...Drive & drive & ended up home....
No pic this time round as i am too lazy to upload...
Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 5:02 AM ('_')
Name: shino wen
