Recently my blog was being spam by a group of pple, so i decided to take out my tag box.
Is a weekend and my phone is still dead...I feel so handicap without my phone, reali have the urge to totally cut off from the world by terminating my line. I m so contradicting *wink*
I'm so tired, been hanging out late and always only got home ard the same time like 3plus.
Anyway the purpose of this entries, is specially for u JJ... I am so right that you actuali read my blog...One thing which i am very curious to noe, how did you get to know abt my blog...But anyhow do u reali adore me that much... or you juz wan to update him abt my life or maybe to dig news from my blog. Come on it is already the past, u had him all by you, be confident with yrself.
I had already gotten over him, is all good memories that i miss which it will never come back. He is no longer the him i noe, as what he say, I'm also no longer the she he noe. And you cant blame me to show care and concern, coz moreover plus minus we were together for like almost 7 8 yrs and knowing for 11yrs.
Anyway you are welcome to read my blog, as i din put it as private. All i ask for is to juz read and don't assume and give me anymore trouble. It reali did get on my nerve that time but i am fine now. I really give you both my blessing(",) sincerely from the bottom of my heart.
I can't believe how much i ache for you right now... ...
You taught me how to love like I have never loved before.
You taught me that I was special and that I deserved all the world's greatness.
You taught me that I was truly an angel, and that there are people out there worthy of my love. Then you taught me that love doesn't last forever and that those you love can lie.
Now I sit here and think to myself...
why did I let myself be with you and why did I let you teach me those things, because without you in my life I will never feel that way again.
Why did I let you hurt me?
Havin a smart phone with no outgoing call or msg to be made...Isn't it cool...*CRAP*
It's a blue blue Monday... With lots n lots n lots of work on my desk...
Super low morale...
Crappy mood...
Brain not working...
So hand not workin as well... and so rotting at my desk...
Im a poor Capricorn's babies that nobody love and care *cry* or should i say the crappy babies...
P.S:Pardon Me Please!!
JJ... ... Have a life of yr own pls and i didn't noe u adore mi so much
Juz came bk home from the airport... For the past few week, my whole family has been going to terminal 1, 2 n 3 tat often. Anyway this time is to send my brother off to Israel for 2weeks... After he's bk for less den a week, he got to set off to Sweden and it's for 3years... I am going to miss him lots, cant imagine how my sister-in-law going to go thru it('_')
I have been lazing at home since i came bk from bkk till now, so it means i have not been workin for almost 2weeks. And also too lazy to blog abt my bro's weddin in sin and my 7days bkk trip. To noe more abt it can view all the pic at my dotphoto....
Anyway i am a sick patient now, my left eye is injure cant face the lappy for long.
Anyway for yr info...to lent him money is cos i still regards him as fren, even he dun...I dun care what others will say behind my back, as i did my part for being his fren and not like his gf or those good fren.
Even if it turn out to be you, i will do the same(",) take good care my cuppy
I know I've caused you great pain before but i think, how u haf been treating mi has repay all.
When i was finally getting over u and actually believing I didn't need u. I was finally accepting u had someone else, then you smiled at me and ruined it all. Why cum bk to torture mi again...
I could onli blame myself and cry for my stupidness. I hate you but i hate myself even more.
No more lies, no more blind faith, I gave you chances, you chose which route to take. It has not been easy, but I have discovered, because of what you've done, we are not meant for each other.
there is a time when u felt lost, there come a time for u to feel anger , resnement, there come a moment where u felt hurt and hatred. it will go, eventualy, there will be a time to heal and feel peace inside within u...
Izzit reali that way