Started of my week w question question question n question...
STOP QUESTIONING PLS!!!
Am i reali happy?
Will i reali regret one of this day?
Will chances come again?
Will i get such gd treatment again?
WILL I?WILL I?WILL I?
Monday blue... As for Saturday, e first afternoon met up w Alicia, Sharon n Ron for wake boarding together w tyl. This explain why i am like tat today.... Went bk hme right after e session to haf my power half an hour sleep. And get up and change w my restless body to attend my dearest cousin birthday bbq, which i totally forget tat i have this party... stay for like an hr i reali cant tk it, and the sweetest smartie claim tat he haf to pass by the condo on his way bk, so gif mi a ride bk. Anyway thanks you so much... The same thing, took a power rest of lyk an hour plus instead of sleep. Den head dwn to meet my precious group of fren which we noe for lyk almost 12yrs...It was suppose to be Benny's birthday party but is more lyk a gathering instead.... And last of all is my friday night out after work...Had a ride by stan down to town w cuppy to attend EngHwoon wedding...The time is still early, as u know Singaporeans always tk their own sweet time. So we decided to do some window shoppin before we head dwn...saw e jacket i wan fr adidas at city link...and they finally haf my size but i reali haf too many jacket which i think i can wear for lyk a mths...I din get it but i reserve it... after which head dwn to taka to actuali get e longchamp bag but green is out of stock...It reali pissed mi off...Waste my trip here and der... In the end i left town empty handed*sob*Leavin town with a mood swing to attend e wedding...too tired to blog....
Started off my week with my whole body aching. The ache is from neck to leg, certain position i felt lyk a pregnant women and an old women as well... You can nv feel till u try it out... Is all due to my wake boarding for both Saturday n Sunday... Let's back track my weekend...
For Sunday, the whole day i was out at the sea with a group of beautiful human. The wake boarding session started from 9am til 7pm BUT... i was only der at 1pm til 7pm... Der's total 11 of us on Frankie's boat and 6 board...Can you imagine the roller as the boat is so heavy, not onli tat they even haf 12 blts of beer, 2 blts of wine, 1 blt of chivas and more..... By 6pm everyone was more or less high.... Let's see some of the pic and video(i've prob uploadin e video)...
After a long day of craziness, we all finally sat dwn at a round table comfortably for our dinner(",)
after dinner headed to a pub name drinking place at boat quay den dwn to e usual place beds...
Shall continue tml as i need to get ready for Eng Hoon Wedding....See ya!
Remember how precious your loved one is. You never know if today is the last day you'll see them. Don't do something you'd regret if you never got a chance to see them again to make amends.
Finally i am all by myself that i can seat down n blog all my heart out...Jus came back from taipei on sunday night...Guess that i need not need to blog much abt wat have been happening in my life for e past 1mth...As all the link by the side tell...
School started yest...Bookin keepin complete course(LCCI) Was late for 5min due to my blurness.. Der's nuthing exciting to talk abt it anyway...Juz a boring class with 9 students, guess i reali need million of self-discipline... Is only the first day of sch and i am so stress out... I wish i have a accountants brain.
Received my dearest boy letter at last...Din write much coz he took his this month letter pad to write to cuppy n use dunno wat to exchange w his mates to write a list of song title and ask mi to look for lyrics and send it to him. I miss him badly... While i was readin the letter he wrote to cuppy, my heart feel so sour...Din wan to continue readin, as i cant hold my tear anymore...But yet i wan to know wat he write...He's reali the wanny family tat reali understand mi inside out.. I cant belif a younger cousin of mine can actuali say all lthis things...It reali melt my heart and yet heartache as well... I hate myself for not finding times to visit him but i'm afraid i juz cant control n tear if i were to be der... E sight of seeing him at the court being **** ady make my heart bleed. Ya maybe i am too emotional, is all coz i love them too much that nobody can replace...
P.S: I miss you badly
Anyway THANKS YOU SO MUCH SCOOBY!!! The bouquet of black roses is beautiful..I shld be honor to received the flowers fr you not you being honor to send me the flowers. Thinkin abt it this is the second bouquet that u haf send to brighten up my day... Is reali sweet of you but dun waste this kind of money anymore k. Still thanks you so much.
I'm not goin thru e motions anymore. Hoping and waiting for the precious call and msg. You might have touches mi But I must be going because I've got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on, I used to hate to see you go But this time it's different I don't even feel the distance.
Is gameover! i'm scared of the feelin, felt like I was falling when you left me. I can't keep going through life, unaware of what I missed and the person I could be. Love's gd when it's right But bad when it's left in our memory.
There are few things in life that are harder on a person than the time when they realize that the love they have worked so hard at, and spent so much time on, is finally over. For some, this realization is a complete shock and for others, they have seen the writing on the wall for some time now.
Don't know why feelings and memories came rushing back to me since 30th August'08.