Caught Marley & Me with smartie yest, came out w my eye watery and red. I am not a cry baby, maybe yes i am....
I feel so stress about my life n everything...
Am i reali happy?
Frankly speakin i dunno myself... Wat is reali on my mind...
Am i a bitch?
No! i am not...BUT maybe yes i am....
I don't hate you, why should i...So don't be sorry
I dunno why am i tokin to you this way, is juz so nature... Hate it den don't cum n tok to me...
You know me all i ask for be it is fren,ex or even my partner is just e THOUGHTS... How you treated me, making use of me for anything be it is before or now... I cant be bother... But i had did my part in alot of things for you even till now... And is enough..
After dinner headed to FLY to meet up with Neth,Liang & Ming, as it is neth n ming birthday celebration... It was so coincident tat we bump into Karen Lin Luqi... I was so surprise tat she actuali abandon her fren n join us... Anyway i am glad tat we can be lyk before again... Frankly speakin everybody has grown up, so who cares abt e pass...
Anyway i had a wonderful weekend even though it causes mi discomfort feeling.
Had my Sun,Sand n Sea session with my dearest 38, and yes juz 2 of us...It's been along time tat we haf a time of our own... Anyway we both prepare food, as our dearest girl do not lyk e sun, so she can onli enjoy her picnic and cam whore....
And follow by fishing nite with smartie, alicia n edwin... Lovely smartie got mi a fishing rod n reel, my v first own one...
I onli join them lyk for an hour den i headed hme as i was feeling super sick..
Wake up quite early n watch my favourite Ch255... Decided to head dwn to town w smartie for some window shoppin, den to dinner n headed for a movie "New In Town" Talkin abt movie i am so lookin for forward for my "Confessions of A Shopaholic" I have the whole series of the stories book by Sophie Kinsella... Juz cant wait for e movie to be release on 26th March'09=D
Shall stop here, the rest of the photo will be uploaded to FB(",)
Was home straight after work...Feeling super weak... Suppose to be hme to haf some gaming session w smartie but ended up doin tatty teddy msn skin...
Is already Wednesday and i am still not done with my HK report... Still not getting enough information from them... Sid say i am always going crazy over e HK work load... Which is reali true and i dunno why...
Anyway I receive a super belated birthday present from my dearest sidney...She got me a coach wristlet from New York... Is so sweet of her right, she is always out of town on my birthday and lucky me always gettin present from her from oversea.... Thanks you so much sid=) Mentioning abt her, i have been chatting w my most beloved 2 ex's....A weird way to describe them *haha* It was reali a good long chat... For sid, we are always chatting. Just recently she was askin mi abt my love life and all...And she mention I've grown to a fine lady.... Which I agree, I reali grown up... Without you i wun haf learn so much, you are reali a big sister to me... Ppl say ex can always become either e best fren or soul mate, which i reali agree nw... We are always listening, advising n caring for each other...
Nice right... haiz i eyeing on a couple of rainy boots for e longest of time... I think was when i first went to taiwan, abt 4yrs lo...Every yr when fly over i will sure search for it, when i found it pple will gif comment and i turn off... Especially my dearest smartie*haiz* But anyway since i am going HK soon, i am not going to care wat comment u guys going to say, i am juz going to get it*bleah*
Ohya one last thing...Congrats my stranger... I noe you are mad or maybe i should say juz unhappy...dun be so pity lah... smile k(",)
Just came back from LTA...Cant be bother to go into e nitty gritty..
Am still waiting for all the email reply from HK... I am going crazy, am suppose to hang in e proposal for hongkong by this Friday but i reali got not enought information to do so...Hopefully my boss can let mi drag til next coming Monday...Haiz...I reali feel the stress and is pressin mi down....
Anyway finally got my WII up...Try a few games w mum and smartie last night, is reali so tiring la...But belief this gonna be a family bonding games=) Cant wait for my beloved brother to be back to enjoy our PS2 and Wii but as if when he is bk i will be ard...Shall keep my finger cross... I miss you so much hope you are here to advice me... Not that we cant chat on msn but is always better with you by my side... Miss miss
As for the first day of CNY, i wake up quite early but by the time i am awake mum n dad are already out for work...So rot till WL called and get change to rush to his grandma side.... Luckily he invited me over if not i guess i will juz rot at home till e next day... First of all i wanna say a big thanks you to u and yr family... You guys has nv fail to make me feel so welcome though i am still shy*lol* Later at night as usual they haf their cousin bondin KTV sessions...Din join them, coz am quite tired but still aft sendin them down headed to JB to fetch smartie...Yes by myself... I drove e car in by myself n meet him at e place we had loklok... It was reali scary to drive alone, not tat it's my first time in der but i juz cant be left alone at other country in a dark place... Anyway i was sound n safe...Headed to his place to pick his sisters up for supper... And for 2nd day of CNY, as usual the most busy day n the day i love most... the only day we all gather at my paternal grandparent place for our reunion.. Even our long distance relative will be der too...Like our grandaunt with their kids n grandchild... It's reali a big family tat we always gotto stand one corner....Anyway after dinner, headed to our usual gathering place, eugene's place... We haf nv fail to meet up at his place on e 2nd of CNY... Is juz so nice to meet up once awhile to get crazy together... though some of us meet up quite offend(",) Anyway i juz wan to say though at times you guys reali do disappointed me but i still love you guys to e max...You guys has nv fail to bring laughter n joy into my life for almost 12 years.. And my loved of coz you are included in the "guys" =) Anyway headed down to Port dickson on 6th to meet up with my hot babe...We had lots fun at Melaka & Port dickson....Especially the Jet ski & banana boat... And on e 7th day of CNY, which is e ren ri, we headed back down to smartie palace together to haf dinner with the whole family... And here come the excitement...after dinner we started e fireworks session...gosh his brother reali got all kind of fireworks n firecracker...Is all juz so beautiful... Am too lazy to upload the rest of the pic, it will all be uploaded in my fb=) Cheers
& Prosperous New Year!!!
Anyway i haf accepted the offer to HongKong...Hmmm is going to be a year to 2....I am goin to miss everybody=(
I had a wonderful lunar new yr...Before e eve of the new yr, had an advance party with all my love ones... Especially with my 2 lovely girls ard, it's been a long time we 3 party out, hopping ard from club to club... It was reali a fun night tat we juz cant stop laughing...
After which headed home to pack my things and off to smartie palace... I was quite uneasy at first but aft awhile i was ok n of coz they do make mi feel so welcome as well... So we headed to gentin on e 3rd day of CNY. I have nv enjoy myself so much at gentin before...We spent 4days 3nights over der, of coz everyday entering the casino without fail, caught 2 movie(The Wedding Game & InkHeart) and eating non-stop...The happiest thing is smartie bought 2tix to Dreamz... The show was quite boring, it was abt a princess in a the romance of a lifetime in a vivid parallel world. Guess onli worth watching when the white lion n white tiger appear...They are so beautiful... onli tk pic with the white tiger as the white lion was lock in e cage. You cant imagine how close i was with e white tiger which was not lock in e cage...is reali wow....Onli manager to had one picture with it...