A hang over weekend...
Hate myself so much...I've ruin myself with my own hand...
Everyday my life is just to work drink like no tml & sleep... The first time in my life i drink til i dunno who i am... Never haf i drink til like this... All i remember is callin her, Sidney & Diana...
Sidney: I am very sorry about it...Callin you to cry n talk rubbish... I am reali sorry is not even yr fault at all, dunno y did i say all this... I am reali very sorry
Diana: Never have you fail to be der when i needed a listening ear...I am sorry for all the rubbish that i said, where by is yr birthday & u need to prepare for your exam.
I am reali sorry but pls excuse for all the crap that i said...
Cutie: I misses you so much....So much wanted a hug from you...wish you will just appear infront of me... Is reali painful... Is just like a injure wound letting a knife cutting over n over again n again...Is reali deep....
Please save me out of the darkness... I hate the feeling so much...