Closet Mistress

Name: shino wen
Nick: Greenishbliss
DOB: 060184
Location: singapore
Email: sh1n0_84@hotmail.com
Day Job: Full-time day dreamer
Loves:oNe(",)oN|i_Smartie

The Lady

The girl who is so lost without you.

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..YOU
..YOU
..YOU
..& ONLY YOU

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Monday, April 28, 2008

And this one is for my best friend emperor...Listen i am reali not happy of whatever you said...If you ever get to know about my this post...This is not been childish coz this is MY BLOG MY DAIRIES...Get it...

You keep saying that you dun wan to put us together and talk...Keep saying is individual...BUT YET...you keep saying us takin leave, mc, lateness and etc....HELLO! do you reali noe wat u talkin abt...Or why not u juz tell mi it is just because i am "SHINO WEN" & "ICE THAM" We know we are not stupid... Who is being double standard you should noe better den mi...AWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!

Gosh i feel so much better after letting out or i should say bitching...(",)

P.S: Thanks girl and Cuppy. And last of all i am sorry my 38 girl..Love you all*muack*

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 7:39 PM ('_')

Hey Bitch! Ya you!

I might seem childish to blog on my blog to you and even to the extend of spoiling my blog. BUT... ... The only way to deal with immature childish slut bitch like you i juz has to go with the flow... Listen up kiddo try harder next time and you better beware of your back.

10 Things to describe you
1. Hypocrite - always talk behind pple back n yet when face them is another pple.
2. Snobbish - but do u noe der's nuthing to be snob abt, coz pple out der actually pity you for who u chose and what you are.
3. Copycat - Wat pple buy you also wan,Where by you can't even carry it out.
Chinese said: 没有这样大的头不有带这样大的冒子.
4. Materialistic
5. Betrayer
6. Never think tat they did wrong at all, coz they r too ashamed to blamed themselves.
7. Money face - money can reali see thru one
8. Onli cum to mi when u needed
9. Childish
10. Whore - Sorry but you dress like one

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 6:45 PM ('_')

Friday, April 25, 2008

Got a terrible hang over today...

When down to beds to meet up with the gang...It's been a long time since i last hang out with them...The scary alcoholic gang...We ended beds at about 4plus, and my dearest boss has a bet with me on whether can he make it for work by 10pm. If is me, i will won a Bally Bag and if is him, he will won 8 pic of Abercrombie Polo-T. Isn't he cute...

After which we head down to have steamboat...Can't reali remember the name of it, but it is the first time in my life having steamboat with so many pple together, as goes to cappy..Anyway by the time we reaches home was ady 6am plus, need not need to explain and we were late for work..

And guess what... I Won the bet(",)....Here come my Bally Tua-P Bag


Isn't it nice....I prefer this den the LV Monagram MiniLin Saumur

Agree with what i say...But after several consideration i still think tat i will get this LV sling bag *lol*

Here are some of my wish list...I think i am going to max up all my credit again...


Nice right....If i got a black card i will buy all the green season bags back...I am also eyeing on a Aigner wallet...*gosh* i need some help...Pls burn all the card and lock mi up...

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 4:02 PM ('_')

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 11:13 AM ('_')

Monday, April 21, 2008

April and May 2006 was the most hurtful month....and 2yrs later, as in now....The person that bring darkness into my life has bring back the sunshine. I reali enjoy my weekend so much...Thanks you so much.. You had never fail to be der for me even when you are not in town. You had never fail to give me advice whenever i needed...

Yes i had reali grown up...Coz you make me grown up...

Everybody was warning me never ever to go back to you...They seem to hate you to the max den i do...haha...I was suprise myself that i don't even hate you thought i do still feel the pain that i had...But in fact i'm in love with you this fren....Who say ex can never be friend back and here we are...


P.S: You have my blessing with yr gf(",)

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 2:39 PM ('_')

Why are we still friend

We do almost everything
That lovers do
And that why's it's hard
Just to be friends with you
And everytime your heart is broken
By the fool I want you to know
That it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing you should be with me, tell me

Why, why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than what we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find someone that I like
We always end up being just friends


I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love
Cause it could mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway
Somehow someway I've got to choose
Got to choose no matter if it's win or lose

Why, why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than what we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find someone that I like
We always end up being just friends


I don't want to be like your sister
I don't want to be your best friend
I only want to be your lover
When will this end?
If I told you that I want to be in your life?
If you could be the woman in mine

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 1:43 PM ('_')

Sunday, April 20, 2008

I have realized grandma condition is juz like my mood...It is always up and down

Why let me fall in love and abandon me. WHY WHY WHY

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 1:03 PM ('_')

Saturday, April 19, 2008

就是因为真的很喜欢对方所已呢。就算不能在一起,只要对方新福,自己就会很高心啊。只要自己着这个想法就可以很自然面对对方。



P.S: I will be happy always

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 12:44 AM ('_')

Friday, April 18, 2008

In my memories always


I am sorry but to give you away...


P.S:I wish i nv had you so i will nv lost you

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 4:08 PM ('_')

Hey I noe the flower is from you...Sorry BUT.... frankly speaking you are scaring me off...Thanks still stranger(",)

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 2:39 PM ('_')

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Am back from my leave...

Can say it is a tired but yet relax trip(",)

Today i received a bouquet of flower from "Mr / Ms Nobody" Was rather sock to received it and sorry but i am rather scare as well... I strongly believed it is from someone i noe but not someone dear, as they noe wat kind of flower i like... But still thanks you very much to who ever it is...


P.S:I appreciate it alot thought...

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 2:40 PM ('_')

Friday, April 11, 2008

I'm sure we've heard the saying, "If you love someone set them free, if it was meant to be they will come back to you." Unfortunately, in most cases of separation it really wasn't meant to be. If a relationship has ended, chances are there were good reasons for it, either on our side or the other person's.

I kind of believe that in a sense we never really stop loving anyone. It may not be the same kind of love, but deep down there is still some sort of affinity towards the person. In many situations it may be this belief that causes people to hold on to a past love so strongly.

I'm too tired.

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 3:25 PM ('_')

Thursday, April 10, 2008

2 more days to 3months...did you realized...

The feeling of disappointment, hurt, pain, bitterness and displeasure all rolled into one. The feeling i had on 18th May 2006 when i was with sid. Remember how much you said abt her.And how much assurance you ever tell me.

And guess what, you are no difference from her.

I wish i had told them how i felt and not pretending that I'm ok without you in my life. I am hiding in the dark corner and nobody knows it but me. I hate to put on a fake mask, the pain is real even if nobody knows and I'm crying badly inside.

Stop it~!~!~!~!

Stop all the lies and bitching behind my back... It hurt deeply...

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 5:28 PM ('_')

我恨我爱你

面带微笑离开你怀里
我听天由命
最后一张王牌在手里
二选一的机率
不能放纵爱你
就放过自己
爱情已经过了甜蜜期
多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系
一点小伤而已
你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮
都怪我太不争气
我恨我爱你
oh~我爱你
只是因为你是你
oh~我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的…
.新恋情
没关系…
我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
我恨你最后那一句
我爱你

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 5:10 PM ('_')

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Thank you people so much for feeding me so much information...But you know what i am not interested to know at all...

My heart broke and I cried and cried. Well there wasn't anything I could have done, because I knew she had another.

Voices are coming to me
"MY DEAR,I BLAME U SERIOUSLY FOR UR BREAKING HEART.A HUMAN BEING WHO REALLY LOVES U WILL NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU CRY OR IN PAIN.IT MEANS THE DEGREE OF THE LUV SHE HAS FOR YOU IS NOT THAT GREAT.U SHD BE AWARE WTH THOSE U CALL AS UR LOVER.ANY SERIOUS PERSON WLL NOT VE 2 DATE SO MANY GIRLS AT A TIME.WAKE UP GIRL"

Please spare me...I reali got enough problem to handle...I don't wish to know anymore things...Really...

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 5:12 PM ('_')

Sunday, April 6, 2008

i wished you'd tell it straight to my face....

i'd rather you be mean,than lie.
i'd rather hear the truth,than to be a fool.
i'd rather take a blow,at least then i don't know.
i'd rather to say goodbye, than you break my heart slowly.

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 5:00 AM ('_')

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

I tot everything will be over after today presentation. I was totally wrong it is a new chapter to begin.

After the meeting i have got so much to share but you will never be there...All you care is to meet your frenz to party...You disappoint me once again and again...

Lost Soul-Sign Off @ 11:41 PM ('_')